Reclaiming Your Power and Perception
Have you ever felt like something holds you back?
Like invisible forces shape your thoughts, limit your potential, and keep you stuck in cycles you can’t seem to break?
What if these weren’t just random struggles, but specific, identifiable patterns – societal and internal “venoms” poisoning our ability to live fully?

This intriguing concept comes from a fascinating, somewhat underground book titled “Nine Deadly Venoms,” often associated with Alex Gordon and described as “The Autobiography of an Urban Shaman.”
This is an underground self help book and literally one of the best self help books I have ever read. I understand so much more about life since I have read it.
While the source material presents these ideas through a unique narrative lens, the core message offers a powerful framework for self-reflection and reclaiming personal power.
The “Nine Deadly Venoms” aren’t literal poisons. Instead, they represent deeply ingrained societal structures, limiting beliefs, and conditioned responses that impact our energy, perception, health, and even lifespan. Recognizing them is the first step towards neutralizing their effect.
Let’s explore these venoms and consider their profound impact on our lives:
1. Karma: The Echo of Our Actions This isn’t about cosmic punishment, but the natural return of the energy we put out. Negative actions, the book suggests, leave an energetic imprint that eventually circles back, impacting not just us but creating ripples through time and relationships. Understanding this encourages mindful action and taking responsibility for the energy we contribute to the world.
2. Ancestral & Parental Conditioning: The Invisible Inheritance We inherit more than just physical traits; we inherit belief systems, fears, and limitations from our family lines. Often, we mistake these ingrained patterns for our own thoughts, living out scripts written generations ago. Breaking free requires conscious examination and declaring independence from limiting ancestral trails, allowing us to forge our own path based on universal truths, not inherited constraints.
3. Childhood Conditioning: The Early Programming Similar to ancestral influence, this venom refers to the specific beliefs, superstitions, and ‘rules’ absorbed during childhood from parents, society, and early experiences. How much of what you believe is truly yours, and how much is simply unquestioned programming? The text advocates for a deep self-audit, identifying and replacing false conditioning with authentic understanding – a crucial step towards genuine self-awareness.
4. Fear: The Pervasive Inhibitor Inherited, learned, or carried from past experiences, fear is perhaps the most potent venom. It often operates unconsciously, manifesting as anger, anxiety, or avoidance, severely limiting our perception and willingness to embrace life fully. Confronting fear involves bringing it into the light, understanding its roots, and consciously choosing not to be governed by it, finding peace in the ‘eye of the storm’.
5. Religion: Structures vs. Spirituality This venom critiques how organized religion can sometimes act as a control mechanism, potentially masking historical power plays behind dogma and ritual. It distinguishes between genuine, personal spirituality and potentially manipulative religious structures that may impose limiting beliefs (like fixed lifespans). The call is to question authority and seek universal truths independently.
6. Food: Fuel or Control? The book posits that much modern food lacks vital nutrition or contains elements that dull our physical and mental acuity, making us less perceptive and more easily controlled. Becoming conscious of food sources, production methods, and ingredients is presented as a way to reclaim physical vitality and mental clarity.
7. Government: The Illusion of Choice This venom explores the idea that political systems can create an illusion of choice while maintaining underlying control structures. It suggests that real power might operate behind the scenes, with visible politics serving as a distraction. Recognizing this encourages looking beyond surface-level political discourse to understand deeper societal dynamics.
8. Nationalism & Tribalism: Artificial Divides Nationalism is framed as an artificial construct used to create fear-based boundaries and distract populations. By focusing on an external ‘enemy,’ controllers can divert attention from domestic issues or their own actions. Seeing beyond these divisions helps foster a sense of shared humanity and resist manipulation through conflict.
9. Transport: Monitoring and Forgetting Even transport systems are viewed through this lens – as potential tools for surveillance and restriction, and as agents in erasing historical memory and damaging the environment. This encourages awareness of the broader implications of our infrastructure and movement.
Beyond the Nine: Reclaiming Your Life
The text also touches on related mechanisms like employment, media, and entertainment, all potentially used to distract, control, or subtly reprogram our values.
The core message is one of empowerment through awareness. By recognizing these ‘venoms’ – these patterns of control, conditioning, and fear – we can begin to dismantle their influence in our lives. It’s a call to question everything, take radical responsibility for our energy and choices, nourish ourselves authentically, and see through societal illusions.
Living free, according to this perspective, is a challenging but achievable path involving a commitment to truth, shedding fear, and reclaiming our innate power for a vibrant, aware, and potentially much longer existence.
Exploring these ideas can be a profound journey of self-discovery. It challenges us to look critically at the world around us and, more importantly, the world within us.
Dive Deeper:
If these concepts resonate with you, consider exploring the source material. It’s a truly impactful read. You can find “Nine Deadly Venoms” on Amazon here: https://www.amazon.com/Nine-Deadly-Venoms-Alex-Gordon/dp/0954649605/
What are your thoughts on these “venoms”? Do you recognize their influence in your own life or the world around you? Share your insights in the comments below!